I feel so grateful that there are people here that care. I am so grateful to the few people that enjoy my writing. It really means so much to me and I just am so grateful. I want to write and make a life out of it, and I was at a point, where I felt like it never was going to happen.
Now I can see that there are people who care about everything that I write and that was a light in my darkness.
Thank you all so much for the support and helpful hints.